My name is Jan-Roux, but please call me Jan. Roux is my mothers maiden name. She gave birth to me on the 9th of February 1989 in Cape Town, the mother city of South Africa 🇿🇦
I'm one of the few fitness professionals who dislikes sweating. Skateboarding and other extreme sports bring great joy to my heart. I also love animals and spending time in nature with my amazing dog.
The reason I'm in the fitness industry is because I had to fight really hard for my own sanity and well-being. I made many foolish mistakes to reach a place of peace with my own physique.
At 7 years of age God audibly spoke to me and soon after I partially lost sight in my right eye. The specialist prescribed glasses and that's when the bullying started. I gained a lot of weight from emotional eating and TV games.
Being fat made me an easy target for physical and verbal abuse and people really did a number on my mental health. This gave birth to a deep rooted hatred towards certain personality types and made me rebel against the norm.
My journey has been filled with many valleys and peaks and that's why I made this section called "Silent Screams" where you can read my full story and testimony.
Loneliness is the lie that imprisoned my mind. The therapy and drugs only made things worse as I used my pain as a scapegoat and a wicked old curse.
Bodybuilding changed my life, but it was Jesus Christ who gave me a new heart and clean start. After my baptism God started a process of deep healing.
As unorthodox as this might sound, Bodybuilding for Christ is where God is now using me. Build the Body of Christ, the Temple of Jesus Christ, for Him.
If you are keen, I'd like to ask that you share your story with me. Others might find hope and healing by reading what you have been able to overcome too.
You are so loved!
God has really touched my soul in the greatest way by using me as His spy. Jesus shared so much with me in the past 4 years about warfare that I know playing church is not a cure, but a pill.
To be a wolf is never associated with being good, yet that's exactly what the LORD has been telling me to be in His army. There are many wolves disguised as sheep misleading His flock in church.
I'm a rebel for Jesus Christ. I've never conformed to the norm of this world, and that's why I can reach the unreachable for the Kingdom of God. It's why He is using me to fight the good fight in the dark.
The "Woke Youth" have been alienated from Christianity, and approaching them with a Bible will never work. To be God's Wolf is to act as a spy, able to infiltrate enemy territory to bring back the lost.
When Jesus saved me I was sharing my soul with a witch. God used me to reveal demonic influences in her life and then He saved her too. I saw things you would think was a lie, and it was, it was acursed.
Jesus threw me into the deep so I could have 1st hand experience with the occult. God gave me a heart filled with empathy and compassion for people who are in the dark. People like you and me who have been deceived, raped, and abused.
Being used in a unique way brings great joy to my heart and I wish to make a big impact in for the Kingdom of God. Doing the same thing everyone else is doing is insanity, and that's why I'm willing to trust Yahweh to use me as a weapon for good.
Like Robin Hood who takes from the rich and gives to the poor, so too I would like to use this ministry to generate the funds required to bless the poor and impact the world. Are you going to join me for war?
If you're up for it, please make sure to read every word I've shared. Then put your money where your heart is and join this secret crusade to fight for the lost. It's time to act like a Wolf, God's Wolf.
Just like most, I wanted to know
The truth is we want pleasure and good vibes. But here's the deal. God made us in His image and He gave us dominion over the earth, but we disobeyed Him.
Think of it like this: He is a caring Father who tells me not to skate in the streets. What do I do? I build a mini-ramp and then do kickflips into the Highway.
My Father warned me, but I rarely listen. The 3rd time I disobeyed I got hit by a car and broke my arm. Thank God I can still skate. There was grace for my mistake.
But who is to blame for this pain? I am, and you are. We have all disobeyed the voice of our God. We know what's good for us, but we choose to reach for more.
Adam blamed Eve and she blamed the old serpent. Doesn't that sounds like the church? Still blaming Satan for the state of our world. We have a responsibility.
God gave us dominion and authority to trample on snakes and scorpions. Then He commanded us to fill the earth with His glory. We've allowed evil to triumph.
Evil is when good men don't act because they are afraid. We've been conditioned to fear death. But letting go of fear is the only way we can eradicate the enemy.
The good news about the Gospel is that where Adam blamed Eve, Jesus Christ took all the blame and forgave His Bride. Those who believe in His Word are filled with the Holy Spirit and transformed.
Jesus Christ is Calling Us.
THE LEAP OF FAITH
Jesus loves the misfits, outcasts, rebels, and fearless ones. Why is that you might ask? Well, the more darkness you have experienced in life, the further God's love will pull you into His glorious Light.
The third law of Sir Isaac Newton states that for every action in nature there is an equal, but opposite reaction. And this is also true for God's kingdom of Light.
God's children will experience chaos. God allows this battle to strengthen us. God wants us to experience what life is like without Him. He was once alone in darkness, and then He made us.
We can only know how good God's love is once we've experienced the conditional the love of this world. This yin and yang relationship is known as the duality of life and it brings us closer to Jesus Christ.
My message to you is simple. If you're a rebel with a heart of gold, then I want you to know how important you are to YHVH. Use your pain for good and allow Jesus to use you for this holy war. God's Wolf.
Jesus stated that those who are forgiven for much will love much. You have been forgiven for so much, and so have I. So forgive yourself, then fight for Christ.
When you build a relationship with God, you will see that you cannot limit Him in any way, shape, or form. You cannot put God in a box or label Him, you cannot manipulate Him. God sees your heart.
When you understand who Jesus is as your Shepherd and Father, then you will also submit in prayer like Yeshua and say, "Not my will, but Your will be done."
Knowing Yahweh is the most important relationship you can have here on earth. By knowing your Maker, you will know yourself and what He desires for you.
Jesus will wash away every feeling of shame, rejection, unforgiveness, and fear that's been holding you down. You are not judged by Yeshua. Your Mediator lives.
Jesus is the Living God.
CALLED BY JESUS
God the Father is standing with open arms waiting for us to return to Him. We can't fully understand His love for us, but what I know is the fact that when we take one step towards Jesus, He takes 99.
All He needs is an invitation. He doesn't care where you are in life. All He desires is for you to know Him as Abba Father. He loves you with an everlasting love.
God's Word says: “I have loved you with an everlasting love; therefore I have drawn you with loving devotion."
If this sounds like foolishness to you, then you are not ready to repent. As the cliché goes, "When the student is ready, the Master will appear". Thank you for reading everything I've shared.
As it is written, "No one comes to the Son unless the Father draws them."
If you are still filled with pride you must go through fire before you can submit to the Lordship of Jesus Christ. May the grace of God be with you to keep you from hurting the ones you love the most.
God the Father gave His Son as a living sacrifice. He ripped out His heart for us. Jesus did the unthinkable to show us who He truly is. He is good and faithful until death, choosing to embrace His cross.
God the Father sacrificed everything for His family to show us what He expects of us as His representatives here on earth. Love is a sacrifice we make for family.
Jesus chose to bleed like a mortal man. He endured the cross and His Name was perpetuated throughout eternity. Every soul knows who Jesus Christ is.
God desires to be loved by us. He made us with a missing piece, the Cornerstone. Without Jesus we will always reach for more, unsatisfied and filled with lust.
"Greater love has no man than this, that He is sacrificed for family."